Miss you

People come and go,

death could come any second;

maybe tomorrow.

 

We do not appreciate it,

is it really a burden;

or is it just a hallucination?

 

We usually didn’t talk

maybe because our groups were different,

or maybe I just found you a little annoying.

 

You sneaked your phone to school,

we barely exchanged a hello

yet you asked me to get a pic clicked with you.

 

I already miss your shrieking voice

and your arguments with every teacher

annoying each and every one of us.

 

You were always helping others

you were a wonderful friend

I really wish I could make amends.

 

I wish there was a way you could come back

to hear your voice, to see you smile all the time,

to feel your enthusiastic energy.

But this time, I wouldn’t roll my eyes at anything you said.

 

I miss you. I lost a classmate, and a friend. Rest in peace.

-Nikita

 

 

 

 

Darkness

Do you ever just feel darkness

and the desperate hope

to find a reason

for what you do?

 

The prompt decisions

the overthinking nights

we never seem to be happy

no matter how hard we try.

 

We are a generation

of broken hearts and dreams

chasing things we know

are never going to be.

 

Wrong or right

satisfied or not

we put up a fake smile

and move on.

 

Good for nothing, a loser

is what you feel

even though you are talented

everyone makes you feel as if you aren’t unique.

 

There is light at the end of the tunnel

but what if there is no end?

What if it is just us

clinging on in search of hope in despair?

 

Yet again, who cares

so we put up a fake smile again

and walk away

hoping for tomorrow to be a better day.

-Nikita

Mirror, Mirror on the Wall

Mirror, mirror on the wall,

am I who people think of me at all?

To some, I am a threat,

to some, I am a friend,

but deep down not knowing who I am makes me afraid.

 

Mirror, mirror on the wall,

am I Chucky or a Barbie doll?

Why do you show me new versions of myself everyday,

making me miserable and full of dismay?

 

Mirror, mirror on the wall,

they say the pretty ones get it all.

Then why do I find myself standing in front of you day and night,

when I know I am no less than a dynamite?

 

Mirror, mirror on the wall,

thank you for being there even during my fall.

Mirror, mirror on the wall,

you are the greatest reflection of my life, of all.

 

Most of us find ourselves standing in front of the mirror everyday, wondering whether we are enough. I just wanna say that You. Are. Awesome. I know it’s easier said than to believe because I often find myself in front of the mirror having thoughts that I just shared. Just know that you are amazing and unique in your very own way. ❤

-Nikita 🙂

p.s. it’s been 3 years since I logged on and most of the bloggers I knew are gone, it’s so sad.

Doing some charity

Hi everyone!

I hope you all are doing good! It’s been a long time since I was active. My exams were going on and then my high school started this month and my exams have already started again! 😦

So in December 2016, I went to a Leprosy Ashram, where people with various  birth diseases live. I went there with my family on December 31 and distributed jerserys, clothing items and organized a buffet for them. I’ve uploaded a slideshow below as well. 🙂

     

It was a good experience and I’ll surely be going again to the Ashram this year 🙂

-Nikita

It’s Christmas Time!

Small balls of white sparkle,

cold as you touch them.

Merry Christmas and jingles,

one can hear both of them.

 

Everyone starts decorating their house,

with trees and lights in them.

The children wait for Santa Claus,

waiting for the presents Santa will bring for them.

 

Streets get busy with people and lights,

they sing and smile as they pass by.

The town gets lively even at night,

after all it’s Christmas time.

 

Hii guys! It’s Christmas month and I thought of sharing this poem that I wrote. What do you guys do on Christmas and what are your plans for this year? Merry Christmas everyone! 🙂

-Nikita 🙂

 

 

Pollution

I can’t see the blue sky these days,

forget the sky,

I can barely see what’s ahead.

I recall seeing ‘say no to crackers’ campaigns everywhere,

the pollution has increased to a great extent.

In my opinion, I don’t think saying no to crackers will do much of difference at all,

it’s the unnecessary small fires and means of transport everywhere after all.

Yes, I know what some people say,

winters are coming, it’s the fog that will soon go away.

It’s evening and it is still there,

for it isn’t fog that will fade away.

Pollution, my friends,

has reached to a great extent.

Just because it’s tiring or hot outside we don’t use bicycles,

but the time has come, to use this pollution-free transport.

It’s now or never.

-Nikita

Happy Diwali!

The Festival of Lights has arrived, 

today everywhere you go,

you’ll see lights.

Everyone is engaged in making Rangoli,

for it is the festival of Diwali. 

Every house will be decorated tonight,

with candles, diyas and lights.

Children and elders will be busy in Pooja this evening,

thereafter the children will run outside to burn crackers and light up the sky.

Some will be visiting other’s house tonight,

giving each other gifts and wishing each other Happy Diwali with joy.
Hi everyone!

Happy Diwali, Enjoyy! Did you make a Rangoli? I did, I made a Peackok ^_^

-Nikita

Humanity

Come here child and I shall tell you,

stories of ages and ages ago.

Stories of when the dark conquered,

and how to be saved everyone feared.

The innocent hoped to see daylight,

even through the fading sunlight.

For they didn’t know what was ahead,

their kingdom, to pieces it would shred.

As they started losing their mighty,

they were however saved by humanity.

-Nikita 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A poem for my six month old cousin

 

Well, hello everyone!

How’s it going? How’s everything? Remember in my last post, which was ages ago, I said I would be posting a poem I wrote for my cousin which turned six months old recently? If you don’t, I don’t blame you; it was long ago. So here it is!

Her laughter makes everyone’s day,

she is our  non stop entertainment.

She is so chubby and  cute,

she sure has mood swings,

but she still is everyone’s favorite.

She has got so many nicknames,

and of course, so much of fame.

Those innocent eyes- oh well,

you wouldn’t want a farewell.

How sweet dresses she wears,

sometimes with frills and flayers.

She is pampered by all of us,

I wonder what will happen when she grows up?

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There it was, a poem for my cousin. She is so chubby!

Updates? There we go!

Personal updates: I am still in US (so long, eh?) and I’ll be leaving tomorrow for India. 😀

My holidays are over and school has started back there so I need to hurry up with the homework. AND I have got an exam just when I return. Great.

To my traveling: I covered California and other places and it was soo fun. I have watched the Disney Parade more than 5 times and I seriously miss it. 😛

-Nikita 🙂

 

 

It’s my Birthday!

Hey guys!
Today’s 2nd June, my birthday! I got so many surprises from my relatives; kindle, iPhone 5C and much more. My sister gave me a surprise by gifting me a sidebag and a bracelet with which I’m in love right now. She says there’s one more surprise for me soo I guess I’ll have to wait..  Today we went to a movie and arcade games and dinner!

If you guys remember my last post,  you’ll be knowing that I’m in USA right now. First two weeks, I went to Boston, Franklin, Littleton, New Hampshire and New York. Now I’m in Portland, yayyyyy.

So I’ll end over here. I’ll be posting a poem soon about my 5 month old cousin.

-Nikita 🙂